I often ask people to rate their day, how they're feeling, at that moment, from 1 to 10, 10 being the best. They always ponder for a minute or two, which feels like forever because I'm anxious to know. I think it's a fun game. I'm usually at a 9, since I tend to be a happy person in general. Maybe because I have a family that loves and supports me, friends who have my back even when I'm at my worst, jobs I enjoy, 2 beautiful cats that cuddle with me, a fish that's been living in my room for 3 years now (I love him even when he rebels against me at times), projects I've accomplished in my short life that I'm proud of, and plans that I'm excited about (like an exhibition coming up very soon! ). I try to be thankful for everyone around me for being in my life everyday, and even if I don't say it to you directly, just know that I am.
So I walk out the door with a "9". I usually leave room for that "1" to make it a perfect "10" for an unexpected surprise like kindness or a compliment from a stranger, or as simple as a good cup of iced coffee when I'm feeling a little sleepy, or a good dream I might have that night. I'm pretty simple. Life's great, and I'm happy living everyday at a 9 hoping I'm lucky enough to get that bonus "1" to make it a "10".
I know sometimes I can be overly happy and it may annoy the crap out of some people, like "why is she bouncing off the walls? Man, she's kooky as hell." Don't worry, I know. But wouldn't you rather be around a positive energy rather than a Debbie Downer or a frown face? Even when I'm having a bad day, I try to leave it at the door. I admit I've had some dark periods of my life when I couldn't even smile or say anything nice, but I've decided I want to carry a positive image and project a good vibe.
I read somewhere that everything around you is showing you love. For example, your pen cap. It doesn't want to write on your shirt pocket and ruin it. Love. The cushion on your chair, it doesn't want your back or your bum to hurt so it's providing support. Love. The seatbelt in your car, don't want you flying out of the window. Love. Though all these things are merely objects, it's showing you love. Even if you think "no one" loves you, things around you will love you anyways. Yeah this sounds silly and I may sound a little loopy saying stuff like this, but wouldn't you rather be happy? Wouldn't you rather be smiling? Just know that something good will happen even if you're feeling down. Optimism isn't that far away from you if you look up (especially if you live in Arizona, the sky is beautiful!)
I know this isn't a post that I usually put on here, but I'm feeling extra positive today.
So I started today as a "9" like most days, and I got that extra "1.5" and finished the day with a "10.5".
Today was a good day, matter of fact, a great day.
What's your number?